December 2010
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Impossible Soul - Sufjan Stevens - Live From...
I can't imagine having anything else to say this...
I’ve never been good at perceiving time. The last 2 weeks have felt like a year to me, and those of you who know me, know why.
I want to say that this year has been difficult and painful but that would be wildly unfair towards the earlier part of the year that I forget was even 2010.
I started a beautiful relationship with a beautiful man this year. I recorded an acoustic EP. I recorded...
Watchthedailywhat:
Lights Out: The Beyond Within: A 1986 BBC documentary on the rise and fall of LSD, which features an interview with the drug’s inventor Albert Hoffman, who apparently became aware of its psychedelic effects after unintentionally absorbing some through his fingertips.
[d|m.]
Speaking of this…
This gym thing is working really well.
I keep losing weight.
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Sometimes I just sit on my couch and watch videos...
I am such a huge faggot.
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Drink to love, drink to me. We'll start over,...
I'm getting drunk and watching Dan in Real Life....
Also cigarettes.
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Love is not a feeling. It's an ability.
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WatchMy video response to “Tell us about your best friend, Ryan Blood.”
If you read this, like this post.
I want to get a handle on how many of my followers actually look at posts at all. So just help me out and like it.
It’s not even like I’m manipulating you to give me tumblarity because that is a myth.
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@Alex
According to your last.fm, you listened to like every single good song ever last night and I’m really just hoping that you’re making me a mix. Of the best songs ever.
buttlegs-deactivated20110414-de asked: hey, come back to tampa okay
i love you :)
i love you :)
buttlegs-deactivated20110414-de asked: hey, come back to tampa okay
i love you :)
i love you :)
Shall I kiss you even as you take me that way with...
I want to be well.
Pay several hundred dollars. Have a place to live...
Rinse. Repeat.
This gay guy who is friends with Alex friend...
And then comments on Alex’s profile picture and calls him “really fuckin’ adorable” and it’s like… I don’t know how to read this. (I mean on multiple occasions people have friended me or become my friend while trying to become entangled with my significant other but I don’t even know anymore.)
Why are all nice collared shirts $48?
Like, even if they were $40, I could talk myself into it. But after tax spending more than $50 on a patterned collared shirt with which I couldn’t even wear a tie?
No.
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So the police department from British Columbia...
Apparently I’ve been predatory towards Shelly. And they need to follow up? I don’t even know. We’re friends. What even.
It's almost 8am, I haven't slept in 24 hours, and...
I hate being upset. Especially when I know how simple it would be to not be upset. A kind word, an unexpected greeting… that’s all I’ve ever needed to bounce out of a funk.
I'm such a pussy.
I cried during the Doctor Who Christmas special.
Again.
Several times.
“How would you choose?!”
Me:
Anonymous asked: last.fm?
Anonymous asked: last.fm?
Did Tumblr just make an ass of me and post that...
Seriously?
Anonymous asked: What happened to Ryan's tumblr? huh? huh??
My Christmas tradition:
Screaming match with my dad at 8:30am.
e______e
Anonymous asked: What happened to Ryan's tumblr? huh? huh??
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and vice versa
in the cold of the night, in a too-large, too-empty bed, wrapped up in several layers of blankets and tights and leg warmers and clichés, he sat alone, back propped up as well as he could manage with hotel pillows. he was tapping away at his computer, trying to communicate. trying to understand the texture of language, of text. it all slipped away as quickly as it came, and as he reached further...
Things I do while waiting in line at Wizarding...
Ballet.
Also, true love and all that.
But honestly my hope levels for the existence of any sort of lasting reciprocated feeling that isn’t hate are fading really fast because it’s Christmas and that’s what this holiday is about.
My family and I are having dinner to celebrate my...
and it is terrifying. They’re both so old and unresponsive and especially my grandpa is so set in his dumbass ways that I can’t even believe it.
It’s stressing me out about issues of death and aging, but even more about relationships and I’m not sure why.
I just want to cuddle and stay young forever.
And also fuck.
I'm at Wizarding World.
Every person with a Gryffindor scarf is so fucking basic.
My dad just referred to an interstate exit that...
All of it. The whole. Gamut.
From Starbucks to McDonalds and everything in between.
The Sound and the Fury starring Zac Efron as...
Anonymous asked: i see publix! you're from florida?
Anonymous asked: i see publix! you're from florida?
So, I'm two pounds away from an all-time adult low...
But that time was when I had gotten out of the hospital after a week and it lasted for a day.
Also on my exercise regimen I’m supposed to just be gaining lean mass? And therefore weight?
Well I’m not complaining.